Song 105: "Balcony" - Emanuel and the Fear

Out on the balcony she went for my hand
and kissed me when no one was looking.
And there in a daydream, I failed to admit it
but I felt you and wanted you next to me.
So she stormed through the doorway, and sat on the stairs
and I left you there, alone.

And you cried, cause you loved him.
Thought you'd die, all alone on the stairs.
But where was I, when you needed me there?

What the hell am I doing, and what the hell do you care.
There's no reason for living, when you've got nobody there.
So just pour me another.
Yea put that drink in my hand.
Cause I've destroyed the only love I've ever had.

Take me or leave me, the love I've avoided,
is the only thing, that I've come to live for.
So hold me adore what we've missed to explore
the things around us and the world in between.
Oh well I need you so call me, don't leave me here guessing
cause I don't want to lose you, like I did before.
Was it time that you needed, to find your mind there an ocean away
well I was blind.
Now you're calling to say, that there's no one to blame.

What the hell am I doing, and what the hell do you care.
There's no reason for living, when you've got nobody there.
So no more running in circles, no no more running away.
Cause love it always seems a little bit harder
when you're over there.